so i moved a long time ago but i never said that here soooooo…

new blog!

schedule next week is gonna be hella hectic. dance and projects and more dance. hopefully all goes well with the item and everyone gets to perform. formations are hell i swear.

on another note, i suppose its rather dumb and annoying for me to assume the post is for ME but i guess it feels like it. i was gonna blog about you first but i suppose to beat me to the punch. and i haven’t an idea what to say about it. ehhhh, i guess none of it was meant to hurt you? just words said in anger. finally got sick of trying to help you out and push you into being someone i guess you’re not. don’t eat if you don’t want to, get used if you want to. you only have one life, you should live it just how YOU want to. and actually, i’m the one who noticed the misspelling. but since we weren’t talking i got her to tell you instead. haha. i really hope you don’t quit school since it would be a total waste of talent. you probably won’t read this so whatever.

life’s mediocre

weezil said update on her last comment so here i am, updating yo.

holidays are a blur. it feels like they never happened at all and now, they’re already coming to an end.

anywho, whole point of blogging today is to wish my dearest bunny a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

so i know you don’t like it being made a big fuss and thus, i won’t put your name but you know who you are(duh.)

i’ve known your annoying ass since p6 and you’ve tolerated me being a bitch since then so i suppose i owe you a whole lot. HAH. thankyou for sticking around through my nonsense and all.

i lafffffffffffffff you to death and i miss you fuckloads so meet soon please. for math or whatever the hell other lame ass excuse we’ll come up with. yay bestfriends forever and ever yo.

on a different note, i’m potentially getting paid to blog. yey!

OMGOSH i feel like such a fangirl.

but THECLICKFIVE was AWESOME!

had dance in the morning. TREVELYAN was late. asked us to be there at 845. called him at 920 asking where he was. this was the conversation exchanged.

trev: hello?
me: hello trev? where are you?
trev: whose this?
me: syaza luh. where are you?
trev: i’m uh… sleeping?
me: I KNEW IT!
trev: *bunch of excuses including the fact that he slept at 4 lalala* i’ll be there in 30 mins! *stuff that ignored cos it concerned cleaning up the dances*

did the dances for wednesday’s concert which i’m not performing for. super messy and unsynchronised SO we’re having extra rehearsal on tuesday evening. day before micro test lah. trev put me in charge because he has to go conduct the camp thingy. rawr.

went for lunch at ngee ann city delifrance with elfiiiiiiie after dance then accompanied her to the cheer competition at civic plaza. saw ZAKI. so cute in his uniform lah! talked to him for a bit then left for indoor.

queued up and waited for jess and christian. saw zhiyi at the back of the queue so asked him to join us. said he was supposed to meet astrid and jolene who were at the beginning of the queue. found out later that he was supposed to meet them at 830AM, he got there at around 7PM -_- saw xueyi from iml in the queue and then nabil nearing the end of the concert. saw melissa (drama junior) too. lols. it was TK+IML reunion for me today.

back to gushing about the concert.

so what if i was nearly squished to death and could hardly breathe. it was ALL worth it. headlight disco was amaaaaaaaaaazing. whole crowd was jumping and screaming. they played JUST THE GIRL. classic that song. kyle sounds good doing it too. catch your wave and good day were the other two songs from imrie. the set was a good one but i was hoping for the reason why, mary jane, pop princess and say goodnight. oh they played addicted to me, happy birthday and when i’m gone (some of my favourites ^^). kyle’s dancing when he was singing ‘i’m looking through you’ (beatles cover) was the cutest thing ever. sigh. he’s adorable lah.

omgosh still damn high from the concert. i do wish i was taller though, would’ve been able to breathe better.

is so fucking boring i swear.

she’s giving us some stupid pop quiz and NO, i’m not frickin doing the damned thing.

anywho, going to taka today to meet one of the newer promoters whose name is just too cute. i won’t type it out here for his sake but seriously, i hope i don’t laugh when i see his nametag.

after that me and a bunch of other dramadoods are going back to TK for camp. please PUJA, let us stay overnight! i wanna sit in the basketball court and order in macs like we did last year. we might even run our lines from SYF last year. nyahahaha that would be fun. we can try running it in JAPANESE again. yey ^^

i’ll update again tmr when i get home maybe. drama juniors, be prepared for scolding. i still love you morons.

back to bcs -_-

really weird today.

i dunno if i’m sick or if it was too much caffeine or if it’s something else altogether. (i suspect it’s option 3)

anyways, baby girl is 6 today! time to stop sucking that thumb of your’s! i love you eternally even though we fight and argue so much. haha. so much for being 11 years apart, doesn’t stop us from fighting.

argh. really frustrated these days. too many projects too many things on my mind. i need to dance it off but i just can’t find the inspiration anymore.

my mind is in a flurry. this entry’s a mess.

update again when i clean out my brain’s hard drive.

is where i’m at right now. waiting for my studybuddy to arrive.

surprisingly, i got selected for vibes 6 opening item. pretty excited since i haven’t done LA hip hop before and i didn’t even think i could carry off the style. kind of bummed that i didn’t get into reggae but it’s cool. there’ll be other performances.

SKIP rehearsals are killing me, i swear. so is school.

rawr. i need to give something up soon. first to go: SKIP

another performance on saturday. just found out about it.

i have to really get used to these last minute things.

so many projects piling up one by one and i’m swamped.

i really hope i get reggae and girls’ hiphop. i love raazmy’s item though i doubt i’ll get that one.

i <3 1j03. you guys are psychos!

(i <3 you most, chizzy weezil =D)

just got back from downtown east

had performance with FLUID and jazzkids.

awesome job everyone! i’m thinking of posting pictures but that would just scream for comments about how fat and slutty i am. but yeah, i might. LOLS.

i <3 school and classmates. and tpde too =D

life’s good.

it’s been 2 weeks at school and i must say i do like my class.

to the guy who thinks i’m fat: i weigh about 41kg. i’m 152cm.

to random post-er: and you care about what i eat because…? by the way, not all muslims eat at certified halal places. and no, i do not go for religious classes and i never have gone. i am not ashamed of this fact and i will not claim to be more religious than i am. call me ugly or fat or whatever but i have the right to be religious or not. my choice, not yours. please go slit your wrists now =)

i’m a happy person, really ^^

by the way, i don’t understand why you dumbasses continue to comment on that same post. please bitch about me on the most recent post, if you please.